Finding out I was pregnant with you

Dear little joy who was at one time the size of a peanut inside my belly.

Me and your daddy had talked, We had been together dating since Jan 20th 2003 and decided it was time we had a family. Everyone said don't jump right into having a baby, but we felt why not? We have been together for so long, we have had plenty of us time. We now wanted a family, we wanted family time not just us time. So when we started trying to get pregnant with you, it became a discouraging few months, many things passed through my mind, but most of all was what if ? So we tried many different things, some where crazy and some were realistic. Then it seemed every month I would start "I think I'm pregnant, I don't feel right, I don't feel good, I must be" And we would buy more pregnancy test and low a behold NOPE I wasn't. After that went on and on, we thought about it, and thought its time we put this in God's hands, He will allow us to have a family when he fells we are ready, and until then we will wait.

Only a few months after that I went back to saying "Joe I don't feel right, I think I'm really pregnant this time" and of course he thought OK whatever, but we went and got pregnancy test anyway. I remember rushing into the house and saying I have to pee so bad but I'm going to take this test now, as Joe walked to our bedroom to change into his comfy cloths. I was in shock when I seen it. Sure enough I was finally pregnant. When I yelled to tell Joe he laughed and said "no your not" yet when he seen it he was just as happy and shocked as I was. The thoughts that had gone through our head would no longer pass through anymore, I now know I am able to get pregnant, and all my thanks goes to God.

It was such a wonderful thing to finally know I had the most wonderful thing in the world inside of me. And yet it was also Mothers Day. You truly started Mothers Day out to be an AMAZING day. When we called Meme and Papaw they were so excited, and when your Daddy called your Ma maw and Papaw they were also excited!
Love,
mommy

What a joy this would be. Finally a family of our own, Our own baby, Our own baby boy!

Dreaming of gretting pregnant, but still not.

FINALLY !!!!!!